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Saturday, 28 November 2009

  • 去死吧

    Only about a year and a half left at Canada.  It has been over a year and half since I returned from Taiwan.  There hasn't been a night I have not dreamed about Taiwan or speaking Mandarin and  I have been fighting anxiety and taking pills and other stuff so i don't feel uncomfortable all the time, and have been finding ways to cope.. but I must fix all of that soon, and must return soon.

    soon the world will be a much, better, brighter place, and I can escape this land of ideals and dreams, and go to a world where I can not only fulfill my own, but more importantly, help others realize their own dreams.  For helping people is the only true path to happiness. Buying what you like and spending money, is important, but what is not important is this::: living and mooching off of your mommy or daddy or boyfriend and living the most fanciest life or having the most prestige. 你要最高的地位吧? 我呸~   

     

Sunday, 20 September 2009

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

  • an Update.

    nothing really new is happening lately. My roomates parents and siblings are over here and wow, they sure have changed the place, the townhouse for the better. So much more stuff and even paintings and mirrors.  Good old parents for you.  Next week my parents will help my sister move in to calgary, and they will probably bring me lots of goodies too x_X
    My roommate is half Taiwanese, so I got to meet his parents, the father being white and the mother being the Taiwan gal.  I have spoken nothing but chinese to her, and it reminds me so much of stay at  my ex-girlfriends home over in Taibei, just because the topics we speak of are similar and my roommates mother is always running around cleaning everything while she talks, and it`s crazy.  Ahah, she even totally encouraged me to go back to Taiwan and forget about white girls because she felt the Taiwanese are better for men than the young white gals in Canada and america. eh, go figure.  I dunno, i was probably going to anyways... just because I dont think living here and me talking to a white partner about how great China, Taiwan and the chinese language is to her will be very ... productive in a relationship. 
    I have papers due soon.  Oh joy.

Thursday, 16 July 2009

  • updatez

    Wow. I was insanely bored today after work. "_" have not felt this bored for so long.

    Luckily,I had homework to remedy that.  I am taking Canadian military history for my summer course, as well as working at the same job i have maintained in Calgary for the past three years.  The school course is insanely boring... Canadian history is just so bland, young, and really not that eventful when you have studied chinese or japanese or european history.   I feel like a history major more than an east asian studies one... I have so many history courses under my belt.X_XOh, I can also minor in Chinese... as of... since... last year hahah. Those trips to taiwan really added a lot of course credit to my degree, thus I can now easily get the minor added on to it.  Will look nicer for a job later on, though im not entirely sure what I want to do.  Definately will not remain in Canada, will be heading back to Taiwan and Hong Kong area as soon as I graduate, no exceptions for anything except maybe medical and insurance issues.  pay off my student loans,then live for real. 

    Work is wonderful, and I act like a child at work a lot of the time, sometimes even annoy the coworkers, but they seem to get by... today I accidently squished open some sort of squishy bug toy with green ooze in it and it squirted all over my managers hair, face, and shirt. She was not too happy, but ..it was really an accident! so they just gave me a hard time and we all got over it. Yeah, working in a costume store is wonderful, except sometimes I feel a little bad for customers when the bosses and stuff are around. We dont really have a return or exchange policy comapred to other stores.  Most wear is final sale within ten days, no store credit, and you cannot refund money.  The bosses dont want to do any paper work or anything like that, and I really dont blame them, it can be a hastle.  I just feel so bad and dont know what to say to customers when I give them our policy, other than ``thats just what my boss sets... I cant do anything else for you.`` 

    Chinese studies still go well, slowly one improves.  I still use chinese a lot in Canada... and I really like the reactions from some people who live here.  I think it is hilarious when some of the girls get really scared or shy of me when I start speaking to them in their language, ahahaha.  Im a jerk!

    still missing 西門町 and 楊明山, along with most of 臺北. I wont get over it til  I go back...just want to graduate here first.  Then goodbye Calgary!

    晚安

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